HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAY!!!♥

.:[mood]:. thinkinggg
.:[musiq]:. jay + kim chin - the last time.

ahhh im so lazy to post here. but first off,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAY!!!

finally 23 years old! ....again! HAHA. 진짜 영감이야, 난 널 언제나 사랑하고 존경할게^^

i went to bed at ~3.30-4am last night, jay's stirfryTv interview came out at 2.30am, which you can see HERE:



i was kind of hoping he would answer more questions, but i was still pretty excited to see it=] and omg PEATRY. i want a PEATRY!!!! his doggy is sooo cute!! and its adorable how he said peatry was his "pride and joy" and then kisses him^^ awww jay you are too cute.

two other videos came out last night, namely the video messages that jay left to Underground for their bdae celebration for him. he spoke in korean...and i dont know...got emotional and cried T___T so nostalgic to see him speak in korean again...

thats one downside to him being in america...we dont get to see the cute kiddy jaebom...just the cool, collected jay park. and he sounds so much more like a little boy when he speaks in korean...its adorable=] as i told genie, jay in english = 멋쟁이 [cool dude], jay in korean = 아기 [baby]...ㅋㅋㅋ hahahahaha=P

...i miss him speaking in korean. i hope he still does such things for his korean fans, its SO thoughtful of him. i love how he always thanks his fans and ACKNOWLEDGES the sheer amount of things that are done for him. appreciation is everything [not looking at any organisms, no -___-]

here is the first one where he sings for the k-bumtists and i cried=[



and the 2nd one where hes just like, "fans, i love you!"


just when i think he cant get any more amazing, he goes and does it again -__- why are you such an admirable person, jay??? keep working hard...=D

oh! its been like a few days packed with jay goodies. the collabo with dumbfoundead and clara dropped!! 'CLOUDS' - gotta say its a dope beat, i like jay and dumbfoundead's verses a lot, but clara...sorry girl, your voice isnt doing it for me.

and i love how jay is kind of....speaking out through rapping, showing he can be strong, keeping his head up and moving on. thats my boy♥




and FINALLY....my friend poops planted the crazy idea in my head of flying to seattle for the may 30th concert. i couldnt get it out of my head, and as you may know, i bought tickets for the show and i am DESPERATELY trying to find cover for my shifts over that week so i can fly to seattle. my manager wont let me go unless i can find cover. which sucks...so right now nothing is confirmed....but if i get it confirmed....ITS ON LIKE DONKEY KONG BABY.

too much awesome all in one night...AOM is performing, jay is performing, dok2 [GAHH!!] is performing, keroone is performing, MYK is performing, dumbfoundead is performing....ok screw jetlag i am NOT missing this for the world!!!!



please, please pray for me that i can find cover for that week. im dying to go..... T__T

SUPER COLLABO!!

.:[mood]:. slightly irritable.
.:[musiq]:. ra.d - couple song feat. kelly

okay. to start off, i was really excited for the dumbfounded/clara/jay collabo dropping in a few days. now, im still excited for that, but im about to go CRAZY!!! because i just found out that the map the soul crew - MYK, dok2, as well as keroone + dumbfoundead are doing a gig on may 30th with JAY IN SEATTLE.

.....why cant i be in seattle?! i love jay, i LOVE dok2, i LOVE mapthesoul and kero + dumbfoundead are hella dope. jealous jealous jealous jealous of the people who will see them! id DIE to see jay + dok2 on the same stage! OMG.....T___T someone please fly me over...

i havent posted these clips yet, but i might as well...

jay;s cover of 'can't take my eyes off of you'. now i actually like this a LOT better than the 'nothing on you' cover...his entrance is SO FRIGGIN CUTE! and i love his voice in it...he hits all the high notes so nicely♥


i LOVE his HD cam....i can see his pretty face all in high definition glory=D

his collabo with yoshi, 'successful' - sharp routine! why is he so good at everything...T__T

finally, EXTA5Y finally finished their 'nothing on you' response! please check it out here + spread=D




as for his recent bulletin post saying 'khuns rap was fire'....jay...why are you such an angel? after all they put you through? ...i wish my heart was as pure as yours.

NEW COLLABO!!

.:[mood]:. excited!
.:[musiq]:. kutless - all the words

okay, so im getting baptised in 3 hrs, so kind of nervous for that, but im HELLA SUPER FRIGGIN EXCITED FOR THIS COLLABO RIGHT HERE; DUMBFOUNDEAD, CLARA C AND JAY!!! dropping on the 23rd, noise marketing for organisms!? HAHA....either way im really jealous of clara. and really excited to see how this turns out!



cr: dumbfoundead's youtube channel.


dumbfoundead also has connections with mapthesoul, hes friends with tablo etc...so...possible opportunity there for jay? i have my fingers crossed!!!

and as much as i try to stay neutral, i cant. i try to see if i can look at 6pm pictures or videos now, and i CANT. i just get angry. and think, what the hell is this...WHERE IS JAY!? he was by far the one that shined the most in 2PM, all bias aside....[although i still think junho has talent....but hes part of the 배신s.]... no idea what the hell they are now.....the running concept is always, take-your-top-off-and-attract-as-many-pervert-fans-as-you-can!

because you would have to be tonedeaf yourself if you think the cat or the banana thief can sing.

DO IT ANYWAY.

.:[mood]:. thinking.
.:[musiq]:. rain - 널 붙잡을 노래

went to life group tonight; one of my friends shared this mother teresa quote. i find it very meaningful, and i dedicate it to JAY. stay amazing, 바 노인♥

People are often unreasonable, irrational, and self-centered. Forgive them anyway.

If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives. Be kind anyway.

If you are successful, you will win some unfaithful friends and some genuine enemies. Succeed anyway.

If you are honest and sincere people may deceive you. Be honest and sincere anyway.

What you spend years creating, others could destroy overnight. Create anyway.

If you find serenity and happiness, some may be jealous. Be happy anyway.

The good you do today, will often be forgotten. Do good anyway.

Give the best you have, and it will never be enough. Give your best anyway.

In the final analysis, it is between you and God. It was never between you and them anyway.

-this version is credited to Mother Teresa