TVN news

.:[mood]:. pensive
.:[musiq]':. jay sean - if i aint got you

yesterday when i was driving home from the city, i passed a van with the words 'JayAir' on the side...unfortunately i didnt stop long enough to take a photo with my phone, although i tried numerous times whilst driving. dangerous driver i am.


just finished watching the TVN news section on jay.....it really made me angry to hear those hurtful comments the censored ppl said in the first half...how can they say something so cruel about a kid who was growing up in a place away from home, where culture was foreign and he had no family?? HOW can they be so judgemental?


from what we have seen and heard over the past 2 months...jay is incredibly selfless and hardworking. and he doesnt deserve this.

i was pretty composed while watching i think. and then jay's dad's friend said, " Jaebum always prays before he goes to sleep...his religious faith is probably holding him up.." and i literally choked and burst into tears. The fact that through all this he has held onto his faith makes me love and respect him all the more through this.

iv prayed every single night for him since he left. how many days is it now? 78? 79 days?? i hope things work out for him...this kid deserves EVERYTHING. and more.



and oh. if he ever covered jay seans songs...like down? or if i aint got you? ooh man. im dead ^__^