to JYPE.

.:[mood]:. upset, emo.
.:[musiq]:. 2am -웃어 줄수가 없어서 미안하다

Dear JYPE,

i hate you.
i hate you for introducing me to a group of the most wonderful 11 boys i have possibly EVER come across in my life.
i hate you for making me completely fall for a shorty with a beautiful heart.
i hate you for bringing such amazing sources of inspiration into my life.
i hate you for all the games you have played with my head and my heart over the past 5 months, as well as with other hottests.
i hate that you have lied and broke promises to hottest, and the boys.
i hate that you made wooyoung cry.
i hate that you have affected me so badly to the point i nearly failed my final year in uni..and am now paying for it.
i hate that you have caused me such anxiety over the last 5 months and gave me frequent and numerous crying and panic attacks.
i hate that i care so much about boys that dont even know i exist.


but most of all, i hate your incredible lack of support of jay, your LIES, and for putting him through all this, waiting, manipulation, when all he did was work his hardest in a country which was so foreign to him...for all his friends and family.

a kid so talented. how could you even do this to him?

and now wonder girls? how could you be so ruthless.....


if this goes down badly and you dont return jay back...im leaving this fandom. im sick of your games. if 6pm is successful you dont need to bring back jay, right? WRONG.


this may be a contraversial post, but im really sick and tired of being so emotionally wrecked from this.


sincerely yours,

beckii.